We would like to dedicate this book to the millions and millions of animals seeking homes. Special thanks to James T. Kirk, the star of our book, and the cat who inspired us to reach out to homeless animals in our community. Looking for Love Written by Cecilia-Carranza Davis and India Fuller Illustrated and photographed by Cecilia Carranza-Davis and India Fuller Additional photography provided by Amelia Curtis and the San Diego Humane Society Step after step after step, a rush of pain comes from my insides and a growl pushes its way out of my stomach. I haven’t eaten for days. Suddenly, the smell of food… (tuna I think!) makes its way into my nose. VROOOOOOOOM! The smell is so strong, BEEEEP! A monster speeds past me almost grazing my paw. For a moment it takes my mind off the fact that I almost got ran over by a huge four wheeled monster. There are hundreds of them, roaring, thundering monsters of different sizes and shapes. Their tremendous speed at one moment and stopping for a short period of time at another, confuse me. I have seen what the monsters are capable of doing to cats like me, and it is frightening. I have learned to walk on a higher ground, on the sides, where the people tend to walk. Humans stare at me and comment on how smart I am. Some of them try to catch me, but fail because I am too fast. And smart. Tonight I decide to sleep in an abandoned box in the alley; it is torn up but pretty comfy and it shelters me from the slight drizzle falling from the clouds. I dream of the food I might have tomorrow. Scraps from someone’s trash, a half eaten tuna sandwich with no pickles would be divine. Strangely, I have a new dream. A different dream. I dream of a home with people who love me. I’m happy. When I wake from my dream I no longer have to worry about food. My tummy is full. My bed is soft. I am curled up next to a sleeping human. I wish I could be loved, but that doesn’t happen to homeless cats like me. I stretch in the rising sun. I hunch my back and wiggle my toes. A new day! I’m off to find something, anything, to eat. I’m not really as familiar with this alley so I have a hard time figuring which trash cans can be knocked over easily, I notice a white monster slowly approaching me, so I move to the side. A man gets out and retrieves a box from the back. He walks slowly towards me. “Hi, kitty,” he says softly, I turn around to investigate the man. I sniff his outstretched fingers; I let him scratch under my chin, “Ahhhh, that feels nice.” I try to bolt, but I am trapped. His hold is too tight. I cannot move. The evil villains got me! He puts me in a metal box. The cool air is refreshing. After a terrifying drive in the four wheeled monster’s belly, I end up in an empty, cold room. I’m shaking now, scared of what they might do to me. A human walks in and opens the latch to my cage; this is my chance to run! Human reaches in and holds me for awhile. I feel uncomfortable, but after a while I feel warm and my body begins to relax, “You are okay now. You are in good hands,” the human says, “You are safe.” The human places me on something that is metal, cold, and hard and has numbers on it. It feels unsteady. Then says, “Fifteen pounds, wow buddy, you’re a fatty!” The human laughs. “I’m not fat I’m just fluffy and quite handsome!” I want to say. The human does all kinds of weird stuff to me, and writes it on paper. Finally he puts me on a scanner for a couple of seconds, and then puts me down to roam around. I see him look at a see through black and white photo that he holds to the light. He tells me, “Hmm, your X-rays show that you have a urinary blockage of some sort. We’ll give you some pills daily, and you’ll be just fine”. He carries me out of this room into another. He puts me down in a room that has food, water, and a bed. She says, “Here’s your new room. You belong to the Humane Society. This is your home for now.” The room is quite comfortable; I love it I only worry that the human said that this is my home for “now,” what does “for now,” mean? A few days go by and I am doing well. The pills they give me must be magical; I feel great! Although, I often feel lonely. Humans come in sometimes to play, but I really want some company all the time. Not just, sometimes. As if they read my mind, a human comes in and says, “You have a companion now James, his name is Skimo. Make sure you help him to feel welcomed.” The human places the cat on the floor and all I see is the orange fur scurry under the chair that I’m on. After an hour I become worried, so I check on my new companion, he looks very scared. After a while though, Skimo adjusts to the room and we become buddies. I am perfectly healthy now. I watch daily as the human visitors glance at me and move on to see younger cats. Skimo gets more attention than I do, because he is only two years old. A couple comes to my window to look at me and Skimo. I hear them say I am cute. They read my paper work information and their expressions changes swiftly when they see that evil two digit number next to “Age”. “Oh he’s ten.” Ten. They say sadly before they walk away. I mean…who could blame them, who wants to adopt an old cat like me? But I refuse to lose hope, I will wait by my window for someone, anyone who is willing to give me a second chance. Until then, I wait and sleep, hoping that my dream, where I wake up curled in a ball, next to my human, will become my reality. This book was made possible by a partnership with the class of 2017 from High Tech High International and the San Diego Humane Society (SDHS). For more information on adopting a pet in San Diego, go to: http://www.sdhumane.org/